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February 16, 2010
February 3, 2010
To be a better man
Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms, keep me safe from harm in pouring rain. Give me endless summer, Lord I fear the cold. Feel I'm getting old before my time. As my soul heals the shame. I will grow through this pain. Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man. Go easy on my conscience because it's not my fault. I know I've been taught to take the blame. Rest assured my angels will catch my tears. Walk me out of here, I'm in pain.As my soul heals the shame. I will grow through this pain. Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man. Once you've found that lover you're homeward bound. Love is all around, love is all around. I know some have fallen on stony ground but Love is all around. Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms, keep me safe from harm in pouring rain. Give me endless summer, Lord I fear the cold. Feel I'm getting old before my time. As my soul heals the shame. I will grow through this pain. Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man.